Solutioneering Together - Yanmar

Finally the video has up! Ch'ng san was the key person. Really impress that he actually made it on the country of the rising sun.

Ch'ng san is a Malaysia, born here, raise here. Studied in Japan after high school then enrolled to Yanmar, one of the main leading diesel engine company in Japan. He married a Japanese and blessed with a little boy. He was the translator when our PM visited Japan. Quite a nice resume on his shoulder. I can only imagine the toughness and burden living in a foreign country.

Yanmar sponsored a number of media program station in Japan such as

• Yanbo Marbo Weather Forecast (ヤン坊マー坊天気予報, Yanbo-marbo tenki yoho)
• Yanmar Sponsored Fuji TV News (ヤンマー提供FTVニュース, Yanmar teikyo FTV nyusu) on Fuji News Network.
• Yanmar Family Hour (ヤンマーファミリーアワー, Yanmar famiri awa) on Tokyo Broadcasting System Television, including

1. Fly Songoku! (飛べ!孫悟空, tobe songoku), a puppet show based on the classical Chinese novel Journey to the West.
2. The Chance! (ザ・チャンス!, za chiansu), an American Price is Right style game show.

One of the tv station decided to cintribute a discovory program dedicated for Yanmar, storying on contribution of Japan government on Republic of Mali (research done in YKRC) and also the story of Ch'ng san. The program was shown in Japan public tv station on early november.

Few snap shot was publish in Yanmar website Earth Challenge.

Chiao~ 

Never Thought - Colt Ford

Sitting here on my desk, thinking on how to complete my proposal by sunday.. never ever thought of coming to this point of my life. I am 26 years old and only now im pursuing my master degree. its not that pursuing a master degree on my age is an issue for me, just that master? some more in environmental science? i know i used to dream about it those title and respect i would get, bla bla bla.. my registration forms are completed, those copies of papers are certified and closing date for the proposal, 10th Nov. Come to think about it, its becoming a reality now. i just thought that a dream will always stay dreams... creepy

Planning on proposing a biodiesel topic on its deterioration mechanism research, investigating on different feedstock characteristic and its storing condition, also planning to complete the research in a year and another year for the dissertation writing.


i dont know where i am in another 2 years. maybe we are all dead if the apocalypse are true. and that is being so looser by believing it. for me of course i wish im no longer here, in my location and position now. which mean i would be living in some other place where people can accept us for who we are. there is no plan b. just keep my finger cross my plan works.


and why the hell whenever i try to write on something i always look back and morn about it? i complaint too much, look back too much, i have to lullaby myself that my life is brilliant and perfect. im such a jerk. the only good thing i know is complaining and complaining and complaining. sick of it and look at me, complaining again. gosh.. FML.


lullaby time, im so grateful for what i have, specially the best family ever and the best ever soul mate. will always pray for them.. sincerely, i am blessed! <3

happy deepavali!


oh ya speaking of season greetings, my fav once a year christmas is around the corner. so happy and exited (= wish i can plan for something better this year. like a small getaway might help!! weee...


again~ happy deepavali!


xoxo

A Thought... - Enya

1) Katy perry gets her revenge on elmo by wearing it on her! Over the weekend, she was the musical guest on "Saturday Night Live." She sported a low-cut Elmo T-shirt in a skit, mocking the cancellation of her "Sesame Street" video.

2) The proposed mixed commercial development project next to the 105 years old Atkinson clock tower at the foot of Signal Hill was approved by the State Cabinet. This raise a lot of unsatisfy parties for this historical icon in Kota Kinabalu and was called to re-assess the proposed project to our Chief Minister Datuk Seri Musa Aman.

3) A tv station and media from Japan came for a whole day video shooting in my company, activities include, acting, drama, posing, pretending and so on. so fake.. lol

4) My lips starting to get itch since im nack from Sg, never know the waste water recycle actually good for my skin, it actually get cured when i was there. what a shock!

5) There has been too many accident recently, people lost their life, and families in jst a blink. Im actually worried about the trip, hope he can drive safe and most importantly, be safe!

6) Condolence to cosmetic queen's families and ppl who involved. May God bless the loves one and judgement for those who deserved it. Our world is sinned!

Greedy Ugly People - Hefner

viewing all those picture from her really makes me felt bad, looking at my life, sometimes, just sometimes, how i wish i can have a taste of it.
currently employed with a very successful company with a highly self satisfy career on my hand, and a perfect mate, which going to join my employed provider soon on the other hand, i shouldnt be more demanding than anyone else should had. but the greed in my heart rise up the issue of my life experience, which lead me to my greed im having now.
i wish to have a promotion in coming years, i wish for acceptable increment, (or i wish for a better new employer if these doesnt works) i want to live a dream life, i want him to be more successful than i am, i wish to be relocate in new country, i wish to have my own family, i wish for a simple life, no bumpy road no disaster.
i consistently view my life with anger, thinking that there is sure rooms for improvement, but when we spin a lil of our brain with a 90 degree rotate, most of my life im moaning about how bad it is without realising how stupid i was, i have a perfect life (not really perfect perfect!), God bless me too much that im started to vomit my blessing and complain bout it. never realise im taking everything for granted. such an ugly heart!
there is too much things to be learn, view, taste and live. but doesnt mean we have to own every single of it to live up a fulfill life. sometimes things is better to be unreached so we could always have the urge and crave, by that we will be more appreciate of our life and.. always give thanks to our beloved Father, for He know our greedy heart but He still love us unconditionally. 
It is better for dream to stay dream..
Life is great. Life is always great now

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem ft. Rihanna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next timw
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

Allergies - Barenaked Ladies

The rambutan effect is finally showing. Funny part is, it doesn't bother me, in fact I had some after my dinner today, who cares right?
Did some reading and know that rambutan is not actually a fruit, it is under the category of tree nut, closest family 'longan' and 'lychi'. Wow totally new info and now I'm allergic to nut? Holy crap!
The allergy thingie totally dictract me from someone, well thanks God, cos it might be His will and I'm ready to obey. Luckily the allergy and some errand keep my head busy, else I will be another psycho freak worried about almost everything and might even pee on my self. Well I'm not totally a psycho freak but sometime it's in our blood that female were born to overdo everything! We can't help to not imagine, we can't help to not worried, the estrogen contribute a lots on this, speaking of which, I read that hormone (eg adrenaline) can help to reduce the effect of food allergy, info reliability? Zero. But despite the fastest way to cure is to inject on my ass, adrenaline sounds fun. And seriously my skin is turning redish specially on my eye lid, itch!!!! I can almost felt the heart beat throwing out from all over the face. And my curious, why only face? Any specific reason? Someone please at least contribute on this research regarding on tree nut allregies? Hello?
But anyhow, am still gonna have some rambutan later, so fuck the allergy!

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In The End - Linkin Park

Another reminiscing day of how bad was my life all over again. Every cold inhale comes with a painful exhale of memories. In the end it will always be me.

It will always be me
Good night me


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Stupid, Stupid War - Dri

its 12:45, i had my lunch and im half laying on my chair in front of my desk, with my eye half open, ticking sound from my watch, and inhaling the 25ºC stupid  air-cond. im suffocated. 

thinking about the poker face with the allowance idea, LMFAO! i had an increment of 40 this year and why on earth will they provide daily meal allowance? well, i dont spread my leg do i? guess someone changed the rule over the empire. new queen raise, new policy new allowance new request new demand. the king is just sniffing the ass walking closely behind the almighty. providing everything that being requested. 

for we are the noble slave, as usual our need were not being noticed. well, why am i not surprise? oh! maybe we are just stupid malaysia who cannot think! who malaysia do not produce any good professor, researcher or any engineer. only the country of the 2 legs do. whole nation of mine were humiliated and look at me, still slaved by them. wondering when can i found my new master to free me from this cold 2-legs! who actually think that they are smart, best mind-set ever. I dont like you say that this is malaysia style, I dont like you say this is chemistry way, please think with your head.. well how bout please do not be so fucking arrogant and think that you are smart! to my government, please please! reconsider the fund you going to waste on them! it is not worth!

Fool, Fool, Fool - Elvis Presley

Almost in my 20 ages I've been fooled by people around me, except my family of course. It makes me realized that, u can't actually trust anyone even ironicly, the one you trust the most. Trust easily delivered and I'm in the game again. Giving out from the most sincere heart and taken by the most ungreatfully soul. Sometimes, I think I shouldn't be that naive I can say, that beliving one do goods and it will be return someday. What is dedicated was stepped harder and harder everytime. Maybe i snapped this time cos I really can't do this anymore. Cruel world is the only excuse I have for myself, and I'm stupid enough to fall for it again and again.

My father once told me:
Fooled me once, shame on you.
Fooled me twice, shame on me.

And hell ya it's all my fault!!! Like usuall! Gimme a break!


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Yesterday - Beatles

Everything used to be perfect before, when there is no wound, no mistake. since Adam took the apple, Eve bare all the fault and blamed for the entire drama.
I miss her so much, miss how can we always talk like before, miss how we are for each other, miss how we share every single boredness. Since then, I'm so alone and I only have my tears and words. I realized I'm actually alone. I'm suffocated for the string that has been so tight on my neck, I struggle and pray for it is the only thing I could do.. . for now...
Just by time I'm almost feeling success and joy, clock strike 12 and dream crush. Maybe I can never get out from my secure land, been crawling around the circle, like how God punished the chosen one. I'm tasting my punishment now, God is taking back all the dreams, telling me to wake up girl! Wake up! It's already 12. And I will go back to the old bored nothing fancy life that I used to have, just like yesterday.
I'm sorry Father, and thank you for the dream.. And i just wish that I will never wake up again..

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