Greedy Ugly People - Hefner

viewing all those picture from her really makes me felt bad, looking at my life, sometimes, just sometimes, how i wish i can have a taste of it.
currently employed with a very successful company with a highly self satisfy career on my hand, and a perfect mate, which going to join my employed provider soon on the other hand, i shouldnt be more demanding than anyone else should had. but the greed in my heart rise up the issue of my life experience, which lead me to my greed im having now.
i wish to have a promotion in coming years, i wish for acceptable increment, (or i wish for a better new employer if these doesnt works) i want to live a dream life, i want him to be more successful than i am, i wish to be relocate in new country, i wish to have my own family, i wish for a simple life, no bumpy road no disaster.
i consistently view my life with anger, thinking that there is sure rooms for improvement, but when we spin a lil of our brain with a 90 degree rotate, most of my life im moaning about how bad it is without realising how stupid i was, i have a perfect life (not really perfect perfect!), God bless me too much that im started to vomit my blessing and complain bout it. never realise im taking everything for granted. such an ugly heart!
there is too much things to be learn, view, taste and live. but doesnt mean we have to own every single of it to live up a fulfill life. sometimes things is better to be unreached so we could always have the urge and crave, by that we will be more appreciate of our life and.. always give thanks to our beloved Father, for He know our greedy heart but He still love us unconditionally. 
It is better for dream to stay dream..
Life is great. Life is always great now