Dear dairy,
Somehow in the back of my brain, i have an evil plan. to somehow planning to teach those arrogant 2 legs a lesson. tell them who is not stupid and who's land is this that they are stepping on. but then again, i started to think, since when i become a brutal and cruel and violet little brat? that even myself already started to hate it myself.. literally..
it has been so drama recently, thought these only happened in the drama show. how flattered that im actually living in one (NOT!). my patience, in a point, is getting polished into a great sparkling pearls. another level i can say. it reached out to a point that i can actually fell numb and selective? or pretend to be ignorant. and apparently i have to used up my daily routine life for the pass 3 years, (3 years for the sake!!!!) to gain this 'super power' i might say. if i could only transfer those collected patience and released it to them.. oh my.. in my dreams.
now, another one being send to test my patience. i keep and store all those anger inside the closet, keeping my finger cross wishing it wont burst someday, or maybe i can even deliver an anger management course to keep calm? lmao..
ok apparently i need to balance myself out by yanking it out to some innocent listener. sorry for that, i need to transfer it to keep my self motivated? or to reverse psycho-ing my hatred? hmm.. how bout to neutralized my head that filled with concentrated lunatic idea that being called fucking research? (crap.. im talking nonsense!) ok sorry Lord. but how can someone actually be that arrogant and high ego? i was like are they even real? cammon Lord! its not even humane! you know what 2 legs? Einstein used to say
"If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?"
Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein
so for the last time! please stop acting noble you stupid brainless 2 legs!
ok enough stress release for today. another new humiliation for tomorrow! yeah! @$%#@!
