sadly after 5th Feb he will be brough back to iPoh, forever, period.
Ever since she started to worked home, i seldom see him anymore. it might be a good sign for mum since she will be free from any heavy activities despite on her sore knees. i never actually though and expect this to happened until mum drop the news to me. initially i was ok, the so call understand mood, i can feel her decision. the next time when i met him again, sadness feel my heart. i feel like loosing him, i will miss all his growing up journey, im not there when he started to talk, first walk, first words.. and emo goes on..
no matter how much im trying to squeeze my time to meet him, one day he will be leaving too. ahhh~ my desire to have my own kids is getting worst. im starting to act like a crazy woman who is losing her child. but its ok, one day! one day i will have my own.
im gonna miss u baddddd
"I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth." (psalm 121:1-2)
Monday, January 21, 2013
Friday, January 11, 2013
Responsibility
2013 is a good year.
Just that i didnt expect things turn so fast, only the 2nd day of working, i've been promoted. Thanks God of course, but during the whole week adapting, somehow in my mind im not sure if it is a good idea for now.
My mind was so messy filled with stuff, my studies is in the critical year, my responsibility in church started to burden me, and now, with this promotion i was required to work late. average time off for this week is 7pm.
to loosen this heavy duty i need to let go some of my others responsibility, and first came into my mind, my JY. since sooner or later i have to let go of my kids, God already give me a good reason and starting to assist me on letting go. living up to this age, im blessed that God has given me with a prosperity life, so basically there is nothing much i can compliant about. Soon, there will be some changes which i cant wait to announce, bare with me, and be patience.
Just that i didnt expect things turn so fast, only the 2nd day of working, i've been promoted. Thanks God of course, but during the whole week adapting, somehow in my mind im not sure if it is a good idea for now.
My mind was so messy filled with stuff, my studies is in the critical year, my responsibility in church started to burden me, and now, with this promotion i was required to work late. average time off for this week is 7pm.
to loosen this heavy duty i need to let go some of my others responsibility, and first came into my mind, my JY. since sooner or later i have to let go of my kids, God already give me a good reason and starting to assist me on letting go. living up to this age, im blessed that God has given me with a prosperity life, so basically there is nothing much i can compliant about. Soon, there will be some changes which i cant wait to announce, bare with me, and be patience.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Today
After 11 hrs in the office, I rush home, take 5, quick meal and off to JY meeting. I reach home 11 plus, blast my self wt 3 hrs youtube. exhausted but can't sleep.
Tomorrow is another busy day.
Tomorrow is another busy day.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
First mail of the year
Review back my 2012 resolution, seems like too much I haven't archived ops..
Physically:
1) Continue what-so-ever routine exercise that i started (√ half check with cardio. Thx goodness no more jazzercise)
2) Adopt a weekly swimming habbit (√ half check if monthly count?)
Spiritually:
3) Join adult bible class in church (twice!) (√ check)
4) Complete at least 4 new testament book (X sorry Lord hehe ^^)
Professionally:
5) Complete my post grad writing in 2012 (√ half check?)
Lifestyle:
6) Complete a profile for the small business & continue running it (x hahahahaha! Ops..)
7) Travel overseas at least twice (again!) (√ check check check! Brunei Singapore Manila Shanghai)
oh and i loved dead cab for the cutie!
(I don't remember who the heck is this!?!)
Alright, as some n even me felt it, 2013 is definitely my year! Definitely!
1) Complete and graduate in 2013 (must!)
2) Move out to new life (if clause 1 applies)
3) lower down my body fat to 25
4) career improve/enhance
5) Travel overseas at least twice (again and again!)
small goal for this year. finger cross.
Thank you JC. xoxo
Physically:
1) Continue what-so-ever routine exercise that i started (√ half check with cardio. Thx goodness no more jazzercise)
2) Adopt a weekly swimming habbit (√ half check if monthly count?)
Spiritually:
3) Join adult bible class in church (twice!) (√ check)
4) Complete at least 4 new testament book (X sorry Lord hehe ^^)
Professionally:
5) Complete my post grad writing in 2012 (√ half check?)
Lifestyle:
6) Complete a profile for the small business & continue running it (x hahahahaha! Ops..)
7) Travel overseas at least twice (again!) (√ check check check! Brunei Singapore Manila Shanghai)
oh and i loved dead cab for the cutie!
(I don't remember who the heck is this!?!)
Alright, as some n even me felt it, 2013 is definitely my year! Definitely!
1) Complete and graduate in 2013 (must!)
2) Move out to new life (if clause 1 applies)
3) lower down my body fat to 25
4) career improve/enhance
5) Travel overseas at least twice (again and again!)
small goal for this year. finger cross.
Thank you JC. xoxo
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