My boy

sadly after 5th Feb he will be brough back to iPoh, forever, period.

Ever since she started to worked home, i seldom see him anymore. it might be a good sign for mum since she will be free from any heavy activities despite on her sore knees. i never actually though and expect this to happened until mum drop the news to me. initially i was ok, the so call understand mood, i can feel her decision. the next time when i met him again, sadness feel my heart. i feel like loosing him, i will miss all his growing up journey, im not there when he started to talk, first walk, first words.. and emo goes on..

no matter how much im trying to squeeze my time to meet him, one day he will be leaving too. ahhh~ my desire to have my own kids is getting worst. im starting to act like a crazy woman who is losing her child. but its ok, one day! one day i will have my own.

im gonna miss u baddddd