First Class Mail - MXPX

I've got mail to day. It's from B (=
Merry Christmas too
Love u xoxo

The New Year - Death Cab For Cutie

Blog is a place for me to morn about my so called sad life, a place for me to be dramatic, emo, complaint, a place where i can be proud, spill my egoness, be me. my life, my ways! and yes im that dramatic. bite me

so 3 more days to new years, time to do some checking!

1) Another 3 books for good reading habit x just read 1. ops!

2) At least 1 theological book √ check

3) New chemist license > specifically RSC x company suddenly doesnt approved and i dont wanna pay it myself. so forget it.

4) Complete my post grad in 2013 √ check (on-going)

5) Continue my yoga √ check (changed to jazzercise) < i know!

6) Polish my swimming skills (dad said that 2/3 of our world is cover with water so human should know how to swim) √ check, yes i can swim now

7) Travel overseas at least twice (BKK May already.. hehe) √ check, been to Aus, Chn, Thai..

and plan for some new resolutions

Physically:

1) Continue what-so-ever routine exercise that i started

2) Adopt a weekly swimming habbit

Spiritually:

3) Join adult bible class in church (twice!)

4) Complete at least 4 new testament book

Professionally:

5) Complete my post grad writing in 2012

Lifestyle:

5) Complete a profile for the small business & continue running it

7) Travel overseas at least twice (again!)

oh and i loved dead cab for the cutie!

Love is Christmas - Sara Bareilles

Even though the smells of December always hinting me those unfinished business, the smells of Christmas never irritate me. 

Christmas is always my fav season of all time. When I was away this Christmas, I'm catching my Christmas through hotel's tv. Watching Michael Buble Christmas celebration really touch my inner children's soul very much. However there is 1 part of the Americans view for Christmas I don't really agree off, which they over focus for the whole season on santa, that is one thing, and two the thanksgiving.

The whole point of Christmas celebration is always about the birth of JC on Jerusalem 2000 years ago people, not some stupid club life, drunk night, party forever, Santa, turkey, and all those unfinished stuff. Of course when you talk about thanksgiving it is always ok but the point is, thanksgiving for our salvation due to the birth of Christ man! It is so misleading that watching glee the other days, all they were saying are none about Christ. How ironic! It really disturbs me and I'm actually growing more melancholy every year. (as if I'm too dramatic or what these people said I'm over holy?!)

And speaking of Santa, it is also an add hock ideas for this festive seasons. There is no north pole no rudolf no elf you people. Please stop the nonsense. You can tag along the story but hey please not too much! I really feel like wanna slap the whole Santa out from these people head!

Oh by the way check out for the santa's history here incase you don't know >> Santa Claus Myth!! 

Ok shooo shooo!

This year I got too much love that I have to share out some, even though it's nothing fancy, nothing superb expensive or glamour, I'm still very happy and content for the gifts I get. Hopes you can share my lovessssssss <3 <3 <3

Thanks Lord for everything.

Merry Lovingly Christmas my friend (=

Encounters at the End of the World (2007)

Synopses: 
Filmmaker Werner Herzog travels to Antarctica to capture its landscape's rarely seen beauty on film.

Director: Werner Herzog
Writer: Werner Herzog
Stars: David Ainley, Samuel S. Bowser and Regina Eisert

My Review:
Loved the scientist patience on mother earth, if one day I can join them I will be no regret dying. really!
Herzog is a genius!

Marry Me - No Doubt

Finally she is married. Happy newly wed Syahie dear. You look gorgeous

When Love Is In The Air - Randy Newman

Finally the picture was pre-publish. 

My boss Kay & Cyn decided to take a brave huge step ahead on their bridal photo shooting, which is in our lab, in Yanmar. The shooting was so fun, we all had a great time (as if we are the one who are getting married) acting & drama-ing.

And im loving this bridal's concept. Brave & unique.

Check out Jofanna Bridal for more wonderful journey!

Oh btw, when love is in the Lab  (=

Decembers - Howthrone Heights

Its December.

And I'm having such busy days, been rushing for monthly reports and quarterly reports, busy shopping for my fav Christmas, caroling, IKM dinner, IKM committee meeting, Hasan's wedding, home party, door gift and unfinished junior youth activities - camp, logos hope visits, Christmas performance, cny gift selling, election for 2012-2013 committee, 2012 yearly activities planning (which include tons of outdoors and vacay), countdown celebration and etc.

Now most of the task are completed, d shoulder are finally a bit loosen. Thx God for His grace and glory, I'm all blessed (=

so for now, its time to enjoy my late supper with my parents. 

I Volunteer - Collim Raye

So much of a volunteer.

Joint a professional ngo 2 years ago and be kinda active in it, never complaint about the jobs, and keep silent for the unfair, following orders, receiving small amount of a paycheck (ya i know it shocked me too), basically im just an operator. (ha!)

for some incident i was sent by them for an outstation event, since im d newbie, their t&c is never in my book. There is so much that i doesnt know & not aware of, lead me to ask for assistant from them. long story short, they disagree to pay for my flight tic AFTER i bought it & i have to bare it my self.instead of going relax & enjoy, i was being add on a burden.

While in this professional ngo i didnt actually claim for what i do, i only claimed for what i deserved, in which this case, im totally such a jerk fooled by them. as if im so dying to go for the trip as if im trying to gain something from them as if im trying to earn extra from them, im so frustrated so furious so mad, and mostly! disappointed.

Eventhough it is not a huge amount but instead of not paying anything to paying totally useless extra 1k burden? its like a piece of food stuck between your teeth, its like a small mosquito bite that annoyed u, its like a freaking 1k i have to pay for a stupid useless thing which in the beginning i shld have just reject it!

Well life isnt fair after all right? so i'll guess i'll pass for next year title dude. so long professional

So much of a volunteer huh

Counting The Days - Goldfinger

Its July and what had I archived so far?

Working really leads me no time to stop and count the days until one day, I'm sitting in front of my desk, staring my report with a blank mind, taking in a deep breath and exhale... im turning 27th next month.

Observing friends around me, some of them got married, some with kid(s!!), some have seen the world, some gets so rich, some with a phd on their shoulder, some moved out from our mother land, some already expanding their own business. and im still here, haven't get married, have no kids, haven't seen the world, haven't get rich, haven't even get my master, still staying in my parents house in my old mother land, didnt even own my own business. what a joke!

But there is also friends who lost their loves one, lost their child, friends who couldn't make it to their 30's, friends who because of the needs of life their can't live with their families, friends who didn't even have a SPM on hand, friends who invest too much and failed. and compare with me, more than blessed! what i do is just complaining.

Another 3 years im gonna finish my youth life and step into another cycle of maturity. Keep my finger cross God will grant my prayers and wishes, only He knows what is the best for me. I give in all my hopes and surrender my life to Him. Lord You are my shelter ^^

alright too much of estrogen already!

The Carnival - Corey Smith

Finally im sticking my butt on the chair for a split sec of updates.

Recently life is so so busy, past up my post grad report. Thank goodness prof is thrilled with the results. im safe! (at least for now).

Today is 16th, even though due for the monthly report is 21st, and im leaving for the K2M event tomorrow afternoon, so eventually today is the due date! Rushing for this report meanwhile recovering the time lost from my laziness. it seems like my time is not enough, but mostly likely i guess i'd wasted it. like what yuri always asked, how to recover the delay? my answer? damn ok i work late! tidak puas hati kan? haha i know im defensive.

Currently preparing for banner, backdrop, transesterification display, environmental concept setting the company booth, quiz section and electrolysis experiment set up for IKM booth. everything so rush and messy. another pick up for the t-shirt later evening and setting up for the electrical experiment. really hope things can be settle by today. pffff~

By end of this week, makan and makan and more makan. Invitation to Dtk Max house in Kota Marudu wed, Dtk Max belanja makan Thurs, dinner at Ocean this friday.

Soooooo, in the end i will be a phat lazy pig! oink oink!

alright! time to go.

Tura!

Amazing Because It Is - The Almost

Daddy just went in surgical room, and we are waiting outside the lobby. Amazingly I'm so calm and happy I can say, that Jesus Christ has rise upon the death and paid all of our debt heals all our sickness. Today He stand before daddy and gave him another chance, we should all rejoice as we are Christian and we have faith and peace that no one has. Motto of Penang Adventist Hospital, 'God heals, we help'. Indeed God is the only heals and without Him we are nothing.
So glad that daddy understand and face it bravely. So proud of him n mummy. Today! Daddy will get healed!

Glory to the King of kings!



- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Worry About You - 2am Club

Heavenly Father,
Daddy is sick and I am worried.. so so worried.
Lord please spare his life and save his soul. May peace be with him on tmrw's flight to PEN. Shall there is any operation, I pray with all my heart that he is save in God's wing.
In Jesus name I pray
Amen


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Too late to Appologize - One Republic

Just found out that B's blog which had stuck in 9 months ago is not actually no updates, its some error. Damn i feel so bad and guilty. I really though B left me and not really sharing with me already, padahal its all my fault. I miss total of 9 months happenings in her life, so sorry i left it blank. Blogger recognized this issue and said they are fixing it. Hopefully it will be fixed asap.

Blogger known issues

"The All blog updates view in the Reading List is displaying incomplete data for some users. We've identified the source of this problem and will have a fix out shortly which will restore all of the Reading List content."

We appreciate your patience in the meantime. — latest update on Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Meteors - John Mccutcheon

Just started my MG marathon last night and I must say, it's still the best so far.
Despite how lousy is their acting, the setting, scene entrance ndak tentu, jumble up of background music and so on, Heroin and hero still looks good together.
MG actually its my first and best drama so far. It's like bringing me back to 2001. Hahaha! 10 years ago man! Can't believe I almost finish my youth time.. And I'm still watching MG. Pffff



- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Messenger - August Burns Red

I followed Matt Greiner in twitter and added him in facebook. Suddenly I had this feeling to tell him what I felt. Ya I know I'm kinda stupid.. But there's no harm trying.
Twitter is just too public on public reply. So I just decided to pm him in facebook just to express my feelings, never expect anything. And today, he replied (=
I was so touched that he actually replied my message. He actually encourage me to be strong and shine for God. Always glory His name first as there is nothing in being 'good person' as there is all good in Christ. Such a humble man and seriously he is cute. I know that he is in his position today all purely because he put Christ first. Such an inspiration for me! I will strike for Christ and put Him first. Thank you Matt. Good luck for Hillsong in NYC.



- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

E.T. - Katy Perry

Been reading a lot from Che Det, maybe it is a good idea to list out ideas by synchronizing them into numbers. since there is too much to speak and non of them are eventually related, point form goes well for me (=

1) Talked to an old friend days back, some small updates and some chit-chat. Never know how lost i am until the question that was asked makes me speechless and .. panic? Lost in my job, lost in my future, lost in master, lost in so called 'leaving'. Finally, my planning ability deteriorate along my ages. Mr F used to told me that i planned too much, and i couldnt manage once all the plans fall apart, of course my leo ego-ness never allow me to admit it. The always pretended to be strong and the tough one, finaly the day has come. Lost! I dont know what is my next step, should i invest in property? or should i just quit my job and sail for freedom? maybe i should continue on what i am doing now, ignore and survive. HAHA so drama!

2) The 311 8.9 magnitude earth quake shocked the world, 10ft tsunami wipe away century civilization on the east coast of country of the rising sun, now, the nuclear leakage in Fukushima Daiichi nuclear power plant started to over the human limits. Some irresponsible person like Mdm R speaks like some fool insulting not only herself, and also the nation, should be quiet and just be what a wife should do. Such a cold heart is not qualified to be a leader. Throughout these days, news and pictures popping in the wall telling how is the status of the victims and  updates for the total lost of our own mankind. Its kinda remind me of how God wipe the earth during Noah's time. However we human are just to shallow to understand Him. we never will. Another respect i have for the people in Japan is the emergency respond plan, the evacuation plan, the immediate shelter and emergency equipment, free calls for skype user, free food all subsidized by the government,and most important is, the discipline they adapt! how organized is these 2-legs, applause for them! Just to let you know, that God will always be by your side. Be strong and take care my fellow friends. The time is near. God bless!

3) Hectic in the house is somehow embarrass me once i share > the young one never appreciate my old man. Sometimes my old mans have to drive out just to have a breath away from the stubborn kids. Imagining running away from your own house just because to avoid those who doesnt respect you, what a huge joke! and i know it will never end, if i ever have enough saving i will sure bring them away from that bastard. and sorry that you both have to wait, as im still struggling for my 'leaves'.

Signing off from blogging during office hour.
Nature calls! (lol)

Dream World - Abba

Was talking to berry and decided to post top 5 most wanted vacation destination.

these are the places i really wish to death to visit, if only i could step my foot on these place i really can die peacefully.. really!!

however the post doesn't come with sequence though

Santorini, Greece

Salt Flats, Bolivia

Aurora Polar Light, Polar Regions

Magical land of the North, Iceland

Greenwich, London

berry what's yours?