Its July and what had I archived so far?
Working really leads me no time to stop and count the days until one day, I'm sitting in front of my desk, staring my report with a blank mind, taking in a deep breath and exhale... im turning 27th next month.
Observing friends around me, some of them got married, some with kid(s!!), some have seen the world, some gets so rich, some with a phd on their shoulder, some moved out from our mother land, some already expanding their own business. and im still here, haven't get married, have no kids, haven't seen the world, haven't get rich, haven't even get my master, still staying in my parents house in my old mother land, didnt even own my own business. what a joke!
But there is also friends who lost their loves one, lost their child, friends who couldn't make it to their 30's, friends who because of the needs of life their can't live with their families, friends who didn't even have a SPM on hand, friends who invest too much and failed. and compare with me, more than blessed! what i do is just complaining.
Another 3 years im gonna finish my youth life and step into another cycle of maturity. Keep my finger cross God will grant my prayers and wishes, only He knows what is the best for me. I give in all my hopes and surrender my life to Him. Lord You are my shelter ^^
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